Rotten Punany
My femininity has
betrayed me.
My most scared spot
has lost my trust. My vagina has failed me as a woman.
You were the only
thing I trusted on my body.
My mind couldn’t make
up its own mind.
My heart would lie to
me, skipping
A beat every time he
was near.
But you, you never
guided me in the wrong way until
That day.
It wasn’t how I envisioned
my first time.
He held me down and I
knew what he wanted.
I didn’t want him
touching you.
You were so sacred to
me and
I was so happy to have
held on to you for this long.
He grabbed you and you
responded.
I wasn’t prepared for it.
I didn’t know what to
do.
I cried harder I couldn’t
stop shaking
But you still didn’t stop.
You got getter
And he thought I wanted
it.
All because you turned
him on.
It’s your fault
And I will always hate
you for it.
He hurt me so bad you don’t
even
Care.
You sat there and did
not while he
Used you.
I can’t trust you
anymore
I hate the way you
look
I hate the way you
feel
Your smell repulses me
You reek of putrid
meat.
I just wish you would
go away
And never come back.
Someone else can have
you now.
You’re too used for me
to touch
Again.
©Golden Rays