Ms. Clueless

Ms. Clueless

She’s alone in the corner. Ms. Clueless is what they call her. No real sense of reality of the real world. Naive at heart, most things she knows now she should have learned when she was younger. They just don’t understand anything about her. When he's not around her only friend is this pen and paper.

Her childhood innocence was stolen from her. Do you know what the fuck that feels like? What it does to you? For the rest of your life?

So many things she's learned the hard way. But she’s only 21, so much life left to live.

I’m still in therapy almost 6 years now. 6 fuckin long years wasted because you decided to take something that did not belong to you. What the hell were they thinking???? This kind of pain doesn’t go away; you just have to deal with it.

She has no real family, just something that gave birth to her, a father who follows the thing around, the monster who hurts little kids and a so called sister who’s just like that thing who gave birth to her.

She's hurting but they just don’t listen. She tells them and they ignore it. Her actions show it and they blame it on other people.

She can't change them or make them understand what they don't want to. Sometimes she just wants to be loved, to be the real her, to be not so clueless....

©Golden Rays