Cancer

Cancer

It feels like Cancer

Eating away at my spirit first

Decaying body and soul one

Day at a time.

You can’t beat it, you can’t fix it

It’s just there.

No one wants to be around you

You’re damaged goods

Can’t be fixed

They can’t deal with

You

What GOD lets a 6 year old

Girl be hurt like that

He touched me in my most

Private places. He hurt me

While you wait ahead.

I don’t understand

Radiation can’t fix my Cancer

I get blamed for my Cancer

I’m ashamed of my Cancer

And I wish my cancer would

Hurry up and kill my mind

Since my body had already

Been destroyed

©Golden Rays